[fugitive]
Time, as it plays its role in coincidence, landed me in prison to do time, as it plays its role in the clock's continuity. It was coincidence that put me and the TNT (NYC's drug crime especialistas) on the same corner at the same time.
Twelve year's time had passed since I was found guilty of Possession and possesion with intent to sell. I had worked in New York using my own name and SSN for 12 years after skipping out on my trial - never got in trouble with the poh-lice. But that day
I had to get straight; after all, one can't function without getting straight; you know - But until then, never was I found, - not worth looking for. I ran for twelve years and the DA and Justice didn't like that.
Oh Well.
I'll tell you more later.
[fugitive]
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Friday, July 08, 2005
Prison System 101 - Statewide Synchronicity
All the State Facilities run the same schedule, with some variation which would depend on the Deputy of Security or the Dep of Programs - people who are employed by the state to make your stay at the State affordable for you taxpayers. You same taxpayers who lobbied, voted, committeed to put more of those people away! So now that you put them there, you need to pay for their food, shelter, clothing, education and ..... rehabilitation?
Well, it's 6:30am - time for lights on and you get up and make your bed. Maybe you'll shower. Maybe you'll shower naked, maybe in your boxers - depends on how young and desirable you look, and how paranoid you are. That may be a problem in all prisons but it is a given in the maximum security prisons where guys are in for life or more.
I know a guy who would only shower naked when no one else was there, because he was afraid of other guys looking at him. Or so he told me. Then, I wonder why I once walked in and found him maked in a showerful of guys. He saw me and since he was afraid of what people would think he ran and put his boxers o. Then after I got out and he called me from prison I asked what that was all about. He said - "someday we will be in a hot tub together." Another famous quote from June, aka Eddie, famous at this Correctional facility for being the lover of a pedophile 20 years older than he.
TO BE CONTINUED
All the State Facilities run the same schedule, with some variation which would depend on the Deputy of Security or the Dep of Programs - people who are employed by the state to make your stay at the State affordable for you taxpayers. You same taxpayers who lobbied, voted, committeed to put more of those people away! So now that you put them there, you need to pay for their food, shelter, clothing, education and ..... rehabilitation?
- NO WAYSo there they are, now you have to feed and clothe and heat them. Hot showers, washed clothes and bleached bedsheets. You also now realize you cannot afford to house this population who would never have come close to this place in the scheme of things, if there were a well-financed school and recreation system in the neighborhoods in which these people grew up.
Well, it's 6:30am - time for lights on and you get up and make your bed. Maybe you'll shower. Maybe you'll shower naked, maybe in your boxers - depends on how young and desirable you look, and how paranoid you are. That may be a problem in all prisons but it is a given in the maximum security prisons where guys are in for life or more.
I know a guy who would only shower naked when no one else was there, because he was afraid of other guys looking at him. Or so he told me. Then, I wonder why I once walked in and found him maked in a showerful of guys. He saw me and since he was afraid of what people would think he ran and put his boxers o. Then after I got out and he called me from prison I asked what that was all about. He said - "someday we will be in a hot tub together." Another famous quote from June, aka Eddie, famous at this Correctional facility for being the lover of a pedophile 20 years older than he.
TO BE CONTINUED
Saturday, June 25, 2005
Be Easy
I invite any readers to give us their thoughts as to why minorities fill the prisons in this country; and why it is that this country has the highest per capita rate of incarceration in the world.
Then, I can tell you why. And in weeks that follow I will write of cells, dorms and bunkbeds; showers, stalls and privacy; mistreatment by the state and how 1000 men live together month after month, year after year while trying to keep some self respect - and believe me it gets out of hand. The only thing that stays in hand is Palmer's lotion and your dick - everything else gets crazy!
9:28 PM
Then, I can tell you why. And in weeks that follow I will write of cells, dorms and bunkbeds; showers, stalls and privacy; mistreatment by the state and how 1000 men live together month after month, year after year while trying to keep some self respect - and believe me it gets out of hand. The only thing that stays in hand is Palmer's lotion and your dick - everything else gets crazy!
9:28 PM
Monday, June 20, 2005
Look Back in Anger?
No... I feel no anger for what has happened to me. I feel no anger about what they did to me. I guess it is the Catholic thing the messiah complex - God forgive them they know not...
I do not like to be angry, but at least I can recognize injustice and feel moved to do this blog.
But Hell YES am i angry at the State for doing what they do in general to the minorities specifically. If you do not think there is a well-thought-out plan, a reason that the prison population is mostly minorities and if you also think you are sane, rational and informed, I have to let you know that you are missing one of those hallmarks of citizenship.
I do not like to be angry, but at least I can recognize injustice and feel moved to do this blog.
But Hell YES am i angry at the State for doing what they do in general to the minorities specifically. If you do not think there is a well-thought-out plan, a reason that the prison population is mostly minorities and if you also think you are sane, rational and informed, I have to let you know that you are missing one of those hallmarks of citizenship.
No... I feel no anger for what has happened to me. I feel no anger about what they did to me. I guess it is the Catholic thing the messiah complex - God forgive them they know not...
I do not like to be angry, but at least I can recognize injustice and feel moved to do this blog.
But Hell YES am i angry at the State for doing what they do in general to the minorities specifically. If you do not think there is a well-thought-out plan, a reason that the prison population is mostly minorities and if you also think you are sane, rational and informed, I have to let you know that you are missing one of those hallmarks of citizenship.
I do not like to be angry, but at least I can recognize injustice and feel moved to do this blog.
But Hell YES am i angry at the State for doing what they do in general to the minorities specifically. If you do not think there is a well-thought-out plan, a reason that the prison population is mostly minorities and if you also think you are sane, rational and informed, I have to let you know that you are missing one of those hallmarks of citizenship.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Invitation
I invite any readers to give us their thoughts as to why minorities fill the prisons in this country; and why it is that this country has the highest per capita rate of incarceration in the world.
Then, I can tell you why. And in weeks that follow I will write of cells, dorms and bunkbeds; showers, stalls and privacy; mistreatment by the state and how 1000 men live together month after month, year after year while trying to keep some self respect - and believe me it gets out of hand. The only thing that stays in hand is Palmer's lotion and your dick - everything else gets crazy!
Then, I can tell you why. And in weeks that follow I will write of cells, dorms and bunkbeds; showers, stalls and privacy; mistreatment by the state and how 1000 men live together month after month, year after year while trying to keep some self respect - and believe me it gets out of hand. The only thing that stays in hand is Palmer's lotion and your dick - everything else gets crazy!
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