Sometimes you know, you get shown the light, in the strangest of places if you look at it right. (Garcia

It is now 2009 and I am about to graduate with a BA in Psychology. We are just back from spring break and almost done for the semester. This is my second try and I'm finally getting my degree.

From college screwup as a kid, to a worker bee for a capitalist, through a stage as a heroin addict, and then to prison and back again.

I no longer use heroin. But if I had not become an addict and landed myself in prison I never would have finished college.

My friend 'J' is back in jail on a parole violation. But while he was out we had become very good friends, with benefits.

The truth comes out

It wasn't just a prison thing, he is gay. He had boyfriends in prison but didn't acknowledge that they were boyfriends. Now he admits all. Almost all. All that time he spent being angry at me, for reasons he wasn't even sure of.

Now he again talks about going into business together. He talks the talk but doesn't walk the walk. This biz will never happen. He is too busy being gay.